Be me!!

It's just a few days left.

Wishes??

I want to travel and produce my own books. Forget it , it's for long-lasting desire. I know that it couldn't be so fast fulfilled.

Hope??

I hope that I can find myself. If only there's someone that i've no doubt to pour out all my heart content.

If only I could have be friend with someone similar to Arai. Who could tighly grab the ashes in me. and who light the flame in my broken heart.

Sometimes I feel terrible of myself. It's just like, i'm a stranger to my own life.

The day is getting near,
No matter happens....
BIG GIRL DON'T CRY..........

Aku, impian dan masa depan

Menjadi seorang pra graduan undang-undang bukan sesuatu yang mudah. Kaum kerabat sendiri apabila mendapat tahu aku mengambil jurusan undang-undang akan berkata, "Jadi lawyer la dia...."

Banyak protokol yang perlu di pelajari untuk melatih kami menjadi seorang yang profesional. Tak semua orang boleh melakukannya. Hanya yang benar-benar tahan lasak bisa mendapat tempat dalam profesion ini.

Aku?? aku tak terasa pun hendak menjadi seorang lawyer. Tapi kalau rezeki datang ...alhamdulilllah. Senang cerita not eager la.....Entahla...

Apa yang datang bermain-main di minda ku hanya ..aku ingin mengembara dan ingin menjadi seorang penulis satu hari nanti. Aku tak ada cita-cita yang spesifik, tapi itulah cita-cita yang general..

Aku ingin mengembara ke berbagai tempat supaya aku dapat menyedut berbagai pengalaman, pengajaran dan ilmu yang mungkin mana tahu dapat mengubah pandanganku tentang kehidupan.

Aku juga bercita-cita ingin menulis sebuah buku. Namun kadang-kadang aku berasa bimbang kerana aku takut tidak mampu. Bukanlah aku memperkecilkan anugerah kurniaan Tuhan terhadapku, tapi aku risau aku terpengaruh dengan cara penulisan penulis kegemaranku : Andrea Hirata, Faisal Tehrani dan Ramlee Awang Murshid.

Sejak kebelakangan ini aku sedar yang aku perlu menjadi diri sendiri, aku tak boleh menjadi orang lain ....

Aku tak boleh mudah tumbang hanya kerana doktrin jahat dalam fikiranku...
I'm still finding myself...

Sebuah mutiara kata yang aku fikir amat berguna untuk diriku, dipetik dari kata-kata Bu Muslimah, novel Lasykar Pelangi :

"Tiga perkara yang menjadikan manusia itu berubah : sekolah, membaca al-quran dan mengembara"

Dan sejak kebelakangan ini aku mulai sedar bahawa betapa lapangnya hati seorang insan seandainya dia sering mengingati mati. Tak perlu berasa tertekan hanya untuk mengejar dunia..just persediaan untuk mendekatkan diri kepada Allah, dan dalam jangka masa bertaqarrub kepada Allah adalah masa yang paling melapangkan...

Season of our life

Do you know season?? Of course everyone knows that. Last week i got one lesson pertaining to season. Now i've a tale to tell.


There are 4 seasons : spring, summer, autumn and winter........(I'l explain the tale through crops analogy )



1. Spring season

This is spring season. During spring, people plant seeds to their crops.

2. Summer season

The fruits begin to ripe..


3. Autumn season

Time to harvest the ripen one!

4. Winter season

Time to sleep. No producing during this time!

Nice pictures huh?? these are sequences of seasons. The analogy, spring is like our childhood time. When we were children and very young, we viewed this world with lots of wonderful things. Colourful and warm.

Summer is like where we are now. Teenager. Active in producing fresh and ingenuin ideas. Full of vision and ambition.

Autumn just like our retired parents. Usually during this time, people tend to mend their time with favourable activities that they could not have chances to do that during their youth.

Finally, winter season. This is the time where death very close to us.

After this, new season would come. New colours and new blooms. The death would be replaced with new birth and successor......

Assalamualaikum, I'm not very well since the last two days. But before that, I have managed to finish 2 books : "Sang Pemimpi" and "Edensor" the handwriting of Andrea Hirata. Both books are continuosly from "Lasykar Pelangi". I am totally ceaseless and unstoppable reading both books. Eventhough its Indonesian in 'bahasa' but still enjoyable. I am just suggesting... Here you are..!!

ALL MY LIFE...

Enjoy the music with the lyrics above.. It gives me such huge meaning to me

Baby (x11)

I'm So Glad...

I Will Never Find Another Lover
Sweeter Than You
Sweeter Than You
And I Will Never Find Another Lover
More Precious Than You
More Precious Than You
Girl You Are..
Close To Me You're Like My Mother,
Close To Me You're Like My Father,
Close To Me You're Like My Sister,
Close To Me You're Like My Brother
And You Are The Only One My Everything
And For You This Song I Sing....

All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God
That I..That I Finally Found You
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Hope That You Feel The Same Way Too
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too

I'd Send You All That I'm Thinking Of........Baby

Said I Promise To Never Fall In Love With A Stranger
You're All I'm Thinking Of
I Praise The Lord Above
For Sending Me Your Love
I Cherish Every Hug
I Really Love You

All My Life (Ohhhh..Baby, Baby)
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God
That I...That I Finally Found You
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Hope That You Feel The Same Way Too
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too

You're All That I Ever Know,
When You Smile All My Face Always Seems To Glow,
You Turned My Life Around,
You Picked Me Up When I Was Down,
You're All That I've Ever Known,
When You Smile My Face Glows
You Picked Me Up When I Was Down
Say...You're All That I've Ever Known
When You Smile My Face Glows
You Picked Me Up When I Was Down
And I Hope That You
Feel The Same Way Too
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too

And All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God
That I..That I Finally Found You
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too

All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God
That I ..That I Finally Found You
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too

(Fading)
And All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God That I...That I Finally Found You.....

ConLUSioN :
- Find your true love and be loyal
- pray for someone who can give happiness
- pray for someone who can accept you the way you are but always guide you to the
right path.
- pray for the long-lasting happiness with your beloved

That's all my info. today enjoy your life.Be youself, find yourself because you cannot pretend to be someone else as you are precious as you are.